School

Hi everyone,
I am new at this but i want to express myself in someway since i am stuck in a small cubicle for an office for 12hrs every day. Nothing exciting happens but i can still imagine and think i hope that counts.
There is something about schools that just makes me sad. A perfect monday morning, the sun is up, the birds are singing and everything looks beautiful and wonderful. As I get out of bed to enjoy this day, i remember i have to go the school.
Its boring enough that i am through with undergrad, i still wonder why i choose to do masters. i hate my project or should i say my research topic, actually i have no idea what it is all about. No matter how much i put into my work my supervisor thinks i am not doing enough.
I left my country thinking things will be different and school will be more fun. As it turns out i was wrong.
For the next one week i am going to be writing my reseach proposal for the topic i hate, lets see how well that will go.

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