The list

I told myself this year would be different. I would be more serious with my research, make new friends, make small talk with the weird creepy guy in the office across, eat less junk, shop less, be more attentive to my boss and supervisors, be more caring and compassionate, give more, drink less, exercise often, do one new thing every day ................

The list could go on and on and on and.................. you get what I mean.

I haven't done most of the things on that list, especially talking to the weird creepy guy in the office across, he looks creepier this year than last. There is something off about him I just cant put my finger on. The excuse someone gave me once is because he is an academic YEAH RIGHT!!!!! 

The good news is I finally wrote out my list and now I have to make a plan on how I am going to follow it. I've started with the research and I must say its going not really on point but at least I've written one sentence. I've tried and that is all that matters its the effort that counts right? My boss doesn't seem to think so, that is his business. 

So I am going to use the flow chat above to follow my plans and achieve my goals. For example, my list gives me all the things I want to do this year, all the achievements all the changes etc. If I change or add anything to that list that will make it unbalanced and that will affect everything. So looking at my flow chat I am advised not to mess with it and that is exactly what I am going to do.