Its a bit gloomy but that's ok

One of the things I knew about Melbourne was the temper tantrums it has and the unique way it expressed it through different weather outbursts every two hours. To be honest I loved it, when I was here for just two months. It was fun - or so I thought. People expressed their surprise to how calm the weather was but I paid them no attention, I thought it wasn't as bad as they had told me.

Well, it is as bad as they said. The fact that the nice sunny vibe I hoped can evaporate the existential turmoil going on in my head is limited doesn't help. That harsh reality has taken me a few weeks to adjust and change tactics. Clearly, the city is as bored as I am changing weathers as a young girl trying to find the perfect outfit that expresses exactly how she feels.

How do I feel about this weather tantrums? 

I really don't know how I feel but I empathize with it. I understand it's struggles. However, cant it just stay sunny for a few minutes longer? I mean it can still be windy and sunny - right? And because I empathize with it I begin to feel like it, especially on a day as such. 

I think I will find little pleasures in the beautiful trees that don't mind a little weather tantrum. They embrace, I can imagine they think 'so what it is a little gloomy, it is still a beautiful day'.

A view from my window (photo taken by me)
So it maybe a little gloomy but that is OK.  

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